You are not spending enough time with trees. Trees can show you how time bends. Go and be with the trees. Feel them. Feel their humming. They can nourish you. Hum with them. Cry with them. They will listen and whisper your heartfelt messages forward.
How old are yew? It is not known exactly how old the groves of Ancient Yew Trees are at Kingley Vale though it is clear that they are over 500 years old and likely to be much older.
There is such amazing wild and wise energy there. I was, at times, awestruck by their sadness, majesty and beauty.